*** This poem was written with a friend of mine’s fanfic in mind. The fanfic is an Orlific entitled “The Twist in Us” and was written by . It can be found under “BloomFics” at Fic Forum.***
“Tell Me What I Am To You”
Tell me how I should feel,
You turned my life around.
Tell me what it means to be “us”
Cuz I’m tired of being confused.
I’m tired of hiding my feelings for you
You’re more to me than just a “friend”
But what am I to you?
Am I just your friend
Or something more?
Why do you call me
Instead of her?
Tell me how I should feel
You turned my life around
What used to be up
Has turned upside down
I’m afraid I can’t think straight anymore
You’re with her
And you tell me you love her
But how can you deny
What I see in your eyes
When you look at me?
Tell me how I should feel
You turned my life around
Tell me what it means to be “us”
Cuz I’m tired of being confused
I’m tired of hiding my feelings for you
You’re more to me than just a “friend”
But what can I do?
You’re with her
And you tell me you love her
She’s my best friend
And she tells me she loves you
It’s not fair
To make me choose
To keep me between you
Observing your happiness
While lost in my own misery
Tell me how I should feel
You turned my life around
It’s not fair for you to hold me tight
With the same arms
That caress her at night
Tell me what it means to be “us”
Cuz I’m tired of being confused
I’m tired of hiding my feelings for you
You’re more to me than just a “friend”
But what can I do?
Tell me what I am to you.
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